Wednesday, March 20, 2024
Why Are We Witnessing a Genocide?-- March 19, 2024
Wednesday, December 20, 2023
Scattered thoughts from Gaza to Nablus to Christmas
Thursday, December 14, 2023
The Horrors of This War and All Wars
Wednesday, November 1, 2023
GENOCIDE IN GAZA
Saturday, January 14, 2023
Dismantle Guantanamo
Sunday, November 20, 2022
On Being a Palestinian inside Israel (Oct. 28, 2022
Monday, November 14, 2022
Grim Results of Israel's Apartheid. And a Story
Friday, October 28, 2022
Last words before leaving Palestine
Thursday, October 13, 2022
MUSINGS ON LIVING UNDER CONSTANT THREATS , LOCALLY AND GLOBALLY
Maybe because everyone around me today is facing daily and nightly threats to their safety and sanity, I am paying more attention to what that must be like.
I realize that we are all living with the existential threats of nuclear annihilation and climate catastrophe, and that we manage not to dwell on that reality. I am speaking as a white person of adequate means, who lives in a peaceful, rural setting. I am aware that what I am feeling is largely determined by that identity.
But today I am in occupied Palestine, where there is no relief from the conditions of military occupation. Everyone’s days and nights are impacted by armed soldiers who do not have the least respect for Palestinian life or culture. Try to picture yourself in the following. On her way to work as a teacher or nurse, or engineer or lawyer, Mariam may be stopped and her purse searched while she waits for a young foreign (i.e. Israeli) soldier to hand back her I.D. and allow her to continue on. She cannot protest for fear of prolonging this process, already prolonged for as long as the soldier feels like making her wait. There is no way for her to avoid feeling humiliated, but one resistance she can offer is to show no emotion whatsoever. The soldier would rather see her squirm. Multiply this by thousands of Palestinians who are trying to get to work on time.
Put a young mother with a baby in her arms in that same position. She may not squirm, but the child might cry for whatever reason babies cry, and the mother cannot quickly find a solution to console her child. Or let’s say that the victim of this treatment is a man taking his six year old son to the doctor for a painful earache. He had to get a special permit to cross the checkpoint for medical reasons. Even with the permit, the soldier tells the father to lift his shirt or stand in the rain, and the boy takes this in. His father treated like a child.
Once father and son return from the doctor and get through the checkpoint, they will walk by the home that was just reduced to rubble. It wasn’t their home, this time, or maybe it was. And maybe when they left home this morning, it was still standing, the boy’s toys and books neatly on a shelf in his bedroom. He knows that his older brother was arrested a few nights ago because that was a very scary night, being woken up by soldiers with guns breaking down the front door at 2:00 in the morning. He remembers he wet his bed because he was so scared. He is too young to understand why his brother’s arrest was followed by punishment for the whole family and his toys ruined.
I have often wondered how I would feel if my house burned down and I lost everything in it, and what would I most miss. I think I would mourn most the loss of my journals and photos. But a Palestinian woman loses something much more profound: the center of family life, a place of safety, of comfort, and a sense of belonging. It is something she can never recover, even if she has the means to rebuild her house.
Neither fathers nor mothers can keep their children from going out to protest the appearance of Israeli armoured jeeps in their streets. Typically, the children throw stones at the invaders. Typically, the soldiers fire tear gas at the children who may retreat temporarily. But when the kids start in again, the soldiers fire live ammunition, and often hit their target. Then there is a dead or maimed child, and a mother who can’t bear the grief, and school chums who saw what happened – the blood, their friend lying still in the street. This is a daily possibility that hangs in the air. Every Palestinian watches these scenarios on the TV evening news.
A common scenario in Bethlehem, about a quarter mile from where I volunteer at the natural history museum, is for youth to throw stones at an enormous military watch tower to express their outrage at the latest aggression against their lives. They did this just yesterday, and the tear gas used to stop them drifted downhill to the museum. As we felt our eyes tear and throats burn, we closed the windows. This time the protest was in solidarity with the 30,000 residents of Shuafat refugee camp just North of Jerusalem. Israel had closed all traffic in and out of the camp for three days as the army searched for a Palestinian they presumed to be the killer of an Israeli soldier. (Interestingly, Israel’s mighty army has not yet found the killer, aka resistance fighter.)
To prove the pointlessness of using military force, to hold on to power, the closure of Shuafat enraged another 120,000 people who needed to access the camp or at least drive near to it to conduct the business of their daily lives. So when Shuafat called for a nationwide general strike, the youth of Bethlehem (and presumably in hundreds of other places in the West. Bank) responded. The army fired tear gas at the youth, and prepared to use live fire if they did not disperse.
To be continued….
Wednesday, October 5, 2022
Tidbits of the Larger Picture
Walking around the Old City in East Jerusalem yesterday, I succumbed to a shop owner's appeal to see the work of Palestinian artists on display in the next shop, knowing that it was really an appeal to buy something. I did buy something in the end, overcome by the very clever strategy of the owner, but in the process I got to interview the woman who was tending the gallery of Palestinian artists. After I had appreciated the paintings and reproductions that filled the small space, I started chatting with Rula, who was probably just bored enough (for lack of customers) not to mind my intrusion.
Rula, age 58, with long, wavy brown hair is the divorced mother of four adult children, all of whom live in the U.S. and all are graduates of U.S. universities. She raised the children alone. When she was just 4 she was sent to a private school because of the dangers her family faced after the '67 war. The separation from her parents was traumatic. Her father was raised in Jaffa, and was among the thousands forced to flee from there in '48, leaving behind a beautiful home. What became of all those beautiful homes? They are now very high-value Israeli homes. The Palestinian owners gradually sold them for very little in order to take their children to safer apartment buildings. What I hadn't known is that Israel had a policy of pushing drugs to children so that the parents would leave. Which they did, selling far below the market value buildings now worth millions.
I asked Rula a question that has been pressing on me for some time. Did she think the Israelis will take over the whole of Jerusalem's Old City, already filling with more and more settlers and soldiers? Sadly, she said, "Yes. They will take it all". One of their methods is to promote the sale of drugs to children. Parents decide to leave to protect them. They need to sell their apartments, but few Palestinians can afford the price. Israeli settlers can afford it, and the family submits to that reality. One more settler family them moves into the Muslim Quarter of the Old City. I already know that settlers make for noisy, obnoxious behaviors which they hope will influence more Palestinians to leave.
This scenario is both enraging and very sad. Rula said I should not be so sad for Palestine, as it will make me sick. "And besides, the world is changing. The U.S. is not as strong; China and Russia are stronger. Israel is reaching out to Arab countries because Israel knows it cannot depend on U.S. protection forever. So she has hope.
Later I read an email from Churches for Middle East Peace reporting that the U.S. government is concerned about the uptick in violence in the West Bank, and was asking both sides to deescalate. And I say to myself, "How interesting: the US is concerned now that some Palestinians have become violent toward Israeli soldiers, but not concerned about years of Israeli's daily aggression against Palestinians."
I would add a photo of Rula, but tech difficulties are interfering! Best I send this blog when I can. I send it with love for Palestine and all peacemakers, Sherrill
Sunday, September 20, 2020
Sebastia, Palestine - Charming, Ancient, Afflicted
Sebastia, West Bank, occupied Palestine is the site of Roman ruins that any tourist would be delighted to visit, especially because you can walk inside them, alongside the tall, standing columns that used to line the main road, up the steep steps of the amphitheater, and through the outlines of dwellings, feeling the presence of people who once lived there. This treasure, on the outskirts of town, attracts Palestinian and international students and researchers, tourists and archeologists. Sebastia has even more ancient roots, going back to 3500 BCE with artifacts to prove it displayed in a small, expertly curated museum in a historic building opposite the picturesque town square.
Just a short walk uphill towards the ruins brings you to an open plaza. There the town just completed the project of constructing a modern information center and
paving the plaza to better accommodate tour buses. In the center of the plaza is a new flag pole from which to fly the Palestinian flag -- black, white, green and red. The flag was hoisted on August 13. A week later Israeli military authorities ordered the flag and pole to be removed because it was upsetting visiting Israeli settlers. Yes, that is correct. In this peaceful, beautiful Palestinian town with its recently renovated tourist accommodations the Israeli military is in control, due to the 1993 Oslo peace agreement. And a Palestinian flag and its pole are considered a threat to Israeli security.
The new construction was funded by Belgium, and approval was granted by Israel in 2018. The grand opening was scheduled for September, 2020. That’s when Palestinians intend to re-install the flag pole, and I have no doubt they will raise the Palestinian flag, without permission. Neither do I doubt that the Israeli army will demand the flag’s removal, or remove it themselves.
I was in this town a year ago, a gawking tourist, happy to be with my Palestinian host and a 14 year old Palestinian girl learning the history of her people and her land. At that time we discovered the stump of a flagpole on the top of the hill above the Roman ruins. From there we could see a settlement in the valley below. The settlers there, protected by the Israeli army, had sent its youth to destroy this flagpole because it flew a Palestinian flag. Though they needed no justification, Israel had long ago declared Sebastia’s archeological resource to be an Israeli National Park, heralding that Tel Samaria (Sebastia) was the capitol city of ancient Israel. Citizens of Sebastia lift up a different history and in 2014 put their flag on top of this hill. Every time settlers came to remove it, it would reappear, until finally the base that held it in place was itself destroyed.
The settlers may think they have had the last word, backed as they are by the Israeli army, but I believe the Palestinian flag will fly there again, whether by another act of Palestinian resistance or when Palestine is finally free.
Tuesday, June 30, 2020
Voices from the Bottom
Tuesday, June 23, 2020
Is There Hope?
Friday, June 12, 2020
Tributes to George Floyd, and all the rest.
Wednesday, September 4, 2019
Suffocating
Tuesday, August 13, 2019
Does Israel Have the Right to Exist?
Israel does exist, albeit on stolen ground. Palestine existed, but it was chosen by Zionist Jews to be a Jewish homeland and has since become a state. Zionism was and is a project of colonization requiring the expulsion of the native population. (Colonizing the Americas also required genocide of the native population.) For Zionists, Palestine did not have a right to exist. Thus the process of driving Palestinians from their homes and villages in the war of 1948 in order to make way for the new state of Israel.
Expulsion is an ugly process. It includes killing civilians in order to strike terror and cause flight. Palestinians fleeing war were never allowed to return to their homes, even though that was international law at the time. Over 500 of their villages were razed to the ground to eliminate the possibility of return and to erase evidence of their existence. Thus Zionists could proclaim that Palestine was “a land without a people for a people without a land.” Two thirds of the indigenous population were driven out before the U.N. brokered a ceasefire.
While the outcome gave the new state of Israel 78% of historic Palestine, many Zionist leaders since then have expressed regret that they did not push every last Palestinian out of the area between the River Jordan and the Mediterranean Sea, so they would not have the demographic problem of creating a Jewish state that contains Arabs. Instead, Israel must contend with 20% of its citizens being Palestinian Arabs, and around 5 million more Palestinians next door in Gaza, West Bank and East Jerusalem. What to do with them? Make their lives as miserable as possible without drawing international condemnation.
In the case of Gaza, fence them in, take away their water, and bomb them every few years. In the
West Bank those who can’t afford to leave must suffer Israeli military control over their daily lives via checkpoints, segregated roads, permits denied for building and required for getting from one place to another, land expropriation to allow Jews-only “settlements”, which are cities and towns built on Palestinian land. Inside Israel there are over 65 restrictive laws that apply only to Palestinian citizens.
Now there is consideration being given to another solution to the problem of the existence of Palestinians in the land that the Zionists want for a Jewish state: annexation. Netanyahu is campaigning to be reelected on a platform of annexing most if not all of the West Bank. This is where the settlements are, already illegal under international law, but thriving nonetheless. If Israel annexes most of the West Bank, it will not be to protect the rural Palestinians living there. The on-going expropriation of their lands will continue, forcing most of them to leave. Where to? Yet to be known, though Kushner’s plan (Trump’s “deal of the century) seems to indicate that Jordan should absorb them.
Another question we need to ask is, who are the terrorists? The man who picks up a gun or bomb or throws stones to resist the loss of his home, his farm, his freedom? Or the state that puts its soldiers and snipers in prison-like watchtowers in a segregation wall and along Palestinian roads, and arrests children from their beds in the middle of the night? (International law permits armed resistance to invading armies, but does not allow the abuse of children.) This is not a “conflict” between two warring parties; it is the brutal oppression of Palestinians by Zionists, backed and funded by the U.S.. Zionists created Israel and Zionists govern Israel, much as Trump and company govern the U.S..
My final question is, how can we support the Palestinians in their struggle for freedom while they continue to lose ground, in every sense of the word? Until now the only effective nonviolent way has been the boycott, divestment and sanctions movement (BDS). But there is a new initiative from anti-Zionist Israelis and Palestinians working together to create one democratic state (ODS) with equal rights for Jews and Palestinians from the river to the sea. Stay tuned, because this is a vision that can work, unlike Trump’s “deal of the century” to which Palestinians will never submit.
Saturday, July 27, 2019
One Portrait of Endurance
I wanted to start with easy questions, so asked Summer where she is living. “I live in Beit Skariya in the middle of Gush Etzion,” Right away this did not make sense. How could her Palestinian village be in a settlement? So she explained that this very large complex of settlements, that together form the Gush Etzion Bloc that connects with West Jerusalem, has a hole in its middle where her village and 4 others continue to exist in spite of continuous efforts to dispossess them. These are agricultural villages and together once had 800 acres of land, but the settlements have confiscated all but 125 acres. Because the families in these 5 neighborhoods refuse to sell their land to the settlements, though they are offered huge amounts of money, they are embraced by Palestinians as resisters.
I knew immediately that Summer’s life at age 27 is defined by where she lives. “How is that for you?” I asked. She was quick to respond, the smile gone from her face,“I feel isolated, even during the big holidays. I can’t move around and visit relatives like everyone else can.” She went on to explain how there are now 2 checkpoints to cross to enter or leave her home - ever since there was a knife attack and a car ramming attack at the entrance to Gush Etzion back in 2014, when the number of such attacks on settlers by Palestinians spiked. She doesn’t dare walk through the checkpoints after dark, and doesn’t like having to ask a relative to come pick her up. But she works here in Bethlehem, and often has no choice but to travel late.
So Summer’s ID, which she must have on her at all times, reads “Residence: Gush Etzion.” Israel would rather she put her village name, but her father thinks that is a trap to use against them in Israel’s next move to take more of their land.
Next we talked about Summer’s education, because I wondered how she ended up here on the staff at the Palestine Museum of Natural History. She began her schooling in one nearby village and transferred to another in 4th grade. For 5th and 6th grades she was confined to her neighborhood due to the danger of traveling during the 2nd Intifada. A woman volunteered two rooms of her house to be classrooms for grades one to six. This is one of the ways Palestinians insisted on educating their children in spite of the violence caused by the occupation. For grades 7 to 10 Summer attended the public school where she had started elementary, but for eleventh and twelfth grades she enrolled in an agricultural high school. From there she was admitted to Hebron University and graduated with a BA in 2015. She is now studying for a Masters in Agribusiness at Al-Quds University in Jerusalem.
Its is probably clear that this much moving from school to school, including the “two-room schoolhouse” situation, would challenge most any child. Layer on top of that the fact that Summer, at a very young age, had to pass soldiers on the way to and from school, which meant being stopped, questioned, her schoolbag searched. She paused. “Were you scared?” Summer’s eyes began to fill with tears, and she cried. I apologized for causing her to re-visit what was clearly a traumatizing experience and said we could stop talking. But Summer wanted to continue. Maybe telling the story was more helpful than burying it.
“Has anyone else in your family gone to university?” No, she was the first, though now a younger sister is also going. To understand what this represents in Samar’s family, I needed to know about her siblings. She has 10 siblings from her father’s first wife who died of cancer. She is the oldest of five from his second wife. Her mother had been married before, had 4 children and then divorced. Divorcing and remarrying is highly unusual in Palestine, so I felt that Summer’s parents must be strong and interesting people. Summer thinks that she had more freedom than other young girls in her culture because of the spirit of resistance in her village and her family. They consented to her, a single woman, going far north to Jenin for an eight month course of study. To understand how much Summer has achieved, I will add that her father has been a farmer all his life, raising figs, almonds, grapes, plums and peaches. Her mother only completed 4th grade. Her aunts are illiterate.
And to understand how the occupation erodes the fabric of Palestinian life, I will add that the youth in Summer’s 5-village hold-out area must leave town if they want to start a family, because they are in Area C where Israel does not permit new building. Traditionally, when adult children marry, the family adds rooms onto their home for the new couple. She told me how one of her brothers is about to marry, and is secretly renovating the family home to accommodate him and his wife. Even such a renovation of an existing home, is illegal, and must be done undercover - not so easy when you are talking about construction materials.
Finally, only because it is closing time and we have to wrap up our conversation, Summer surprised me by the news that her 5 villages have petitioned Gush Etzion settlement to extend their sewage pipes into the villages, which apparently have no adequate infrastructure for wastewater. “What?!! The villages asked the settlement for a favor and the settlement is considering it?” Summer responded that not all settlers are violent, though some of them do attack her area and harm crops. Some settlers are normal people who understand the situation these 5 villages face and are willing to help. There is a settler woman who often gives her rides.
Samar says that settlers and soldiers (!) are also human beings - some good, some bad— well, maybe most bad, but still…